I listen to Hey Jude whenever I'm sad. I'm always sad. I don't need anyone. This year was really really sucky. I hate it.

I don't need you in my life, honestly speaking. You're just my friend, nothing more than that. But it hurts seeing you just leave like this, without a reason. I'm a person who really cares about the smallest things in life. I wish I could just let that thought of you walking away mingle in the dark but that's NOT me. I just cannot bring myself to do that shit. Spare me a thought and ask yourself, what did I do to deserve that kind of treatment? You fickle minded person.