Confessions

You know whenever I said I'm going to leave, I don't mean it. Its because I can't bear to but you know one day I WOULD. I can't just keep on holding on to something so fucking useless. I need to rely on my own. After this time, I want nothing to do with you. I'm sorry but I don't want this kind of life anymore. You just make me feel like I'm just a fucking burden to you. I'm sorry, once again. I didn't plan all these.

I lie because I've got pride. I don't want to know the truth and there you go, just hurling insults at me. I know I'm not great but I'm trying. But you just keep on pressurizing me. You think that can make me change? No. OKAY IT WILL NOT WORK.