Confessions

Dear You,

I haven't been blogging for a while. And once I do, I'm usually very bothered. I miss you so fucking much. I've spent all my free time thinking of you, and how badly I want you to be in my arms. I'm sorry if I've let you down by doing things that might have hurt you badly. I would do anything to have you back by my side. My heart is pounding as I am writing this. I have so many things I want to say to you. A million thoughts inside my little mind... They're constantly knocking on the walls of my heart, wanting to break free. I want to see you and tell you everything that has been going on in my mind. I've never wanted somebody so much in my life, it actually really hurts. It really really really hurts. I know you feel the same way but I don't understand why you're defying fate. Why are you denying my entrance? I know you're afraid but I promised you that I will always be there to catch you when you fall and I always will. Come back and let me love you.