Confessions

Sometimes, I really wish people would make up their mind. Like if you want this, you want it. Can't you be more...... clear of what you want?! I really dislike it when people spoil my plans, especially when I've prepared. Ok just by thinking of it, makes me really fed up.

Now I have nothing else to do. Seriously, I'm just sitting here waiting for the time to go... (Hoping that it will just fly past me quickly) I hate waiting, you see the word? HATE. Waiting makes me feel pathetic, I don't know why. It makes me feel like I'm waiting for something/someone that will not show or turn up. Or I'm like wasting time.

And then again, I'm letting a chance slip away if I don't.

Can I just go back to the days when I don't have to worry about anything? Please?